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One year remission

It seems like it has been a long year. With leukemia, milestones like the anniversary of your first year in remission from cancer seem pretty important. From a medical perspective it appears that the more distance you put between yourself and those events, the better the outlook is for the future. Of course, God’s plan for the future is what really matters, regardless of what the prognostic statistics say.

A huge thanks to the Mercy Hospital staff who made remission possible through two rounds/12 days of chemotherapy and nearly 60 days of loving care given to both Marcia and me. Now, just two more months until we celebrate with the University of Iowa transplant team my first year after stem cell transplant. I’m told mine was their 3000th transplant so I reckon they have cause to be very good at what they do. And they too have shown me great care and consideration during my recovery thus far.

Marcia has carried out her long series of demanding caregiver tasks with such amazing love and dedication. How could I have made it this far without my bride’s loving attention?!

God’s promise that his grace IS sufficient for my needs and his promise that I win whichever direction things turn have been constant sustenance for my soul.

What is ahead? I don’t know. The path seems to take a turn every 2-3 months, requiring us to keep our focus on our current footing and next few steps. Have you noticed that in your path too? Just when you think you have your sense of direction, something changes and you have to make adjustments to your journey.

Have you found the one thing that does not change, regardless of the condition of the path? In our journey, it has made all the difference in the world. Experiencing the steadfastness of God’s love and grace makes each day possible, not easy, but possible. It has caused us to cultivate our grateful hearts. It is the reality of practical faith, beginning with trusting in small things, to trusting in all things, that makes the experience real. Not easy, but real.

May your path be filled with such practical hope of knowing that wherever you go, however difficult the path, God is ready to go with you.

Joy Amidst Suffering

“How do you maintain a spirit of joy when you have cancer?” Some form of this question was posed to us numerous times to us during my two month stay at Mercy Hospital. The short answer is that our great God has been immensely merciful to us through this unexpected journey. The longer answer  involves a ‘secret’ the world needs to hear: When we allow Jesus to live IN us through faith, all things really ARE possible.

We believe God protected us from leaving too early to Bolivia so that I could be diagnosed and treated. He provided for us by sustaining us with faith that works, giving us real joy in the midst of sorrow.

I’m sure it doesn’t make sense to people who think Christianity should be a ticket out of suffering. The truth is that suffering is part of the human experience. And suffering seems essential to the Christian who wants to identify with Jesus who suffered more than any man. Paul writes, “I want to know Christ–yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, to be like Him in His death.” Sadly, it seems many Christians go through suffering the same way as nonChristians, without hope, without power, and without joy.

I’m not suggesting that suffering is a big party for true believers. There’s no plastic grin on my face. In fact there were some days of chemo treatments and lonely times of recovery that wiped any grin off my face for the moment. Paul also wrestled with suffering writing both “Rejoice in the Lord always,” (Philippians 4:4) and also “I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart” (Romans 9:2). And it was the same man who wrote the secret: “We are sorrowful yet always rejoicing.”

How can you hold suffering and sorrow in one hand while holding joy in the other? Paul answers this in Philippians 3:8. “What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things.”

The ‘secret’ is learning, believing, and acting on this truth: knowing Jesus is better than wealth, comfort, and even health. It is better to have Jesus without these things than to have these things without Jesus. John Piper writes, “Christ is real to us and infinitely precious, more to be desired than any wealth or comfort in this world. Joy doesn’t give way when all else has given way.” Unlike fleeting moments of happiness, true joy sustains us in and through suffering and sorrow…IF knowing Jesus and His sufferings is our greatest desire.

Impossible? With God all things are possible… by faith.

“…and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything. 2 Corinthians 6:9b-10