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Turning tears into prayers

From tears to prayers

From tears to prayers

Daniela, our longtime yet still young friend from Bolivia, shared this image with us. It takes the Spanish word for crying, LLORA, and converts it to ORA, meaning to pray. It says,

“When you are sad, turn your tears to prayer!

The message is taken from the time when Jesus said,  “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.” Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed,“My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” (Matthew 26:38-39)

We’ve all experienced pain and suffering to some degree. Whether light or intense, and whether it is our own pain or the pain we feel for someone else, it always feels like a heavy burden. Have you ever been “overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death?” Certainly, Jesus knows the depth of your pain and mine. We are not alone in our sorrow, not without hope. Though tears overcome us and we feel completely overwhelmed, we are not left to despair – if we turn our tears into prayer.

We see David, who God called “a man after my own heart,” doing this. David was relentlessly and persistently pursued by his enemies. They pressed down upon him from all directions, threatening to take his life. As we shared Psalm 63 with a dying friend, he agreed his life felt like that; the armies of cancerous cells were encamped all around, not only threatening but promising to take his life. Like David, we cry out, “How long O Lord? How long will you wait to vanquish my foes? How long until you redeem my sorrow? How long until you bring me home? And yet I will trust you. And yet I will still praise you, for you are the Lord my God, my refuge and my salvation.”

Tears flow and we think they fall needlessly and meaninglessly to the floor. But that’s not so. Our loving God who sees us where we are, catches each one of our tears.

“You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” Psalm 56:8

God doesn’t waste pain. It becomes a megaphone that demands our attention and he uses it to draw us closer to him. He takes note of not only some, but all your tears. He records them in his book. He pays attention not only to our troubles but to how we respond to them. He sees our faith in action, turning tears into prayers – and prayers into thanksgiving.

There is “A time to weep and a time to laugh; A time to mourn and a time to dance.” (Ecclesiastes 3:4) Turning our tears into prayers invites laughter and dance and brings hope to the sorrow. May such contented joy be yours. 

 

 

Just the right time

 

Time is an odd phenomenon, isn’t it? We measure time in minutes, hours, days and years. Yet there parts of our life that seem to counteract time. No doubt you’ve watched a bad movie that seemed to drag on forever and also watched a more interesting one of the same length that seemed to fly by. Times of exhilaration often seem to go by too quickly. Times of suffering may seem unbearably long. Yet years later the time may have seemed to decrease. The passing of time offers perspective to see things more clearly – to those who look for it.

 

When you consider the battles you’re facing, is it the intensity of the struggle or how long it lasts that makes it so hard? In my situation with the ongoing weakness of Leukemia (weakness being it’s own form of pain) and the ongoing nerve pain, I realize it’s both. The intensity of pain (or sorrow) is one thing for sure. You can tolerate some pain that makes you uncomfortable or makes you sad. But with intense physical pain, depression, or inconsolable grief, you can’t ignore the crippling effect when it takes command of your entire life.

 

On the other hand, the increasing length of the unrelentless suffering has a cumulative affect. Imagine running a mile and having 10 pounds added to your body every 100 yards. You’d be crippled by the time you reached the end, IF you reached it. And the longer the suffering, the easier it is for our perspective to be one of despair and hopelessness. The psalmist asks, “How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?” (Psalm 13:1) You feel alone and helpless.

 

But remember dear friend, God always shows up “at just the right time” to rescue us. (Romans 5:6) Galatians 4:4 says, “When the time had fully come.” It didn’t seem like just the right time to Mary and Martha. Their brother Lazarus was a dear friend of Jesus so they sent word asking Jesus to come when Lazarus was sick. But by the time Jesus finally arrived, Lazarus had died and was buried. Mary fell at Jesus’ feet pleading, “If only you had been here (earlier) my brother would not have died.” Maybe you’ve asked the same thing of God, “Where were you in my darkest hour, when I needed you most?” Still, Jesus was there at the right time to demonstrate his authority to raise Lazarus from the dead.

 

Perhaps we forget that Jesus is already right here with us right now, living within us, suffering with us, ready to speak peace and hope to our soul. Perhaps “Just the right time” means when we have finally come to the end of ourselves, powerless to continue in our own efforts, when the time had fully come for us to look to God alone as our refuge and strength, and not to our own wiles and senses. Perhaps just the right time is when we fully come to understand:

When Jesus is all we have, Jesus is all we need.

 

Have you come to that place of surrender and peaceful contentment with longing for nothing more than a deeper relationship with Jesus? Have you realized the truth of the old hymn:

“O soul, are you weary and troubled?
No light in the darkness you see?
There’s light for a look at the Savior,
And life more abundant and free!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in his wonderful face.
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of his glory and grace.”

 

God showed up at just the right time to rescue us. I wonder if this is just the right time to finally turn everything over to him. Is there something you haven’t fully surrendered to God?  Maybe this is just the right time to seek the healer even more than the healing.