You might think that the deeper life would be attained by more bible study, more prayer, more witnessing. But the deeper life, like life itself, is based on desire, not works. The deeper life is marked- by some of the things listed above. But unless you experience in your heart a longing desire to know Jesus more, even to participate in his sufferings, you will not likely find it. It will become a chore and tiresome pursuit.
How do you build such desire? It is not unlike your desire for your child or spouse. The more you spend time with them, value them, and learn about them the more you desire them.
The more we draw close to God the more we come to trust him and cherish our time with him. We learn that indeed “the Lord is good and his move eqndures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations* – even in painful situations, even in the midst of grief, even in sadness and times of feeling all alone. (* Psalm 100:5)
Being honest with yourself will help you with this matter of desire. When I look at where I send my time and money and the things that easily pull me toward them I can quickly scan where my desires are. I can say I love my family but if I am more eager to do something else, my real desire is not for my family.
As you spend time with God and pray and read his Word, consider his attributes. God is mighty, all powerful, just, compassionate, and full of mercy. His love endures through all generations. He is patient and faithful. He will not break a promise. You might do a study of the names of God and come to know he is the one who sees you where you are. He is your refuge, your friend, the one who has a good plan for your life.
Ask him to reveal more of himself to you. Ask him to show you how to look at people and possessions though the eyes of Jesus, so you can understand his will.
Let your desire for God grow in your heart. It’s a lifetime process and right here on the path with you.
